If I treat you as a woman.
I will be in greater pain.
Gong Jun Su. What is exactly wrong with you and me?
What did you say about me?
Haven't been able to get over the pain of losing your first love.
Patient. Please cooperate while I give you a treatment.
Okay
Hypothetically, hypothetically.. is it okay for me to cry?
I often will cry.
But it's strange.
In front of you I felt the happiest sitting down howling in tears.
I could do that several times.
How many times can you put up with me?
Why do you want to cry like that?
Seems like you have no reason to cry.
Because I'm a rich girl.
I have a good family background.
And it's not suitable at my age with my high position.
What do you still have to cry for?
Is that what you are saying?
Yes
Possibly it sounds very hypocritical.
But let's say we throw away the rich and poor, outstanding and ordinary.
Everyone still has their own tensions.
Perhaps
What am I saying?
Will there be misunderstandings by others after we have eaten together?
Sorry. Really sorry!
I'm not just saying these words to be with you, I want to see you.
Have not thought to win your compassion.
Thank you for finding some time to come out today.
How many times do you plan to cry?
It would be good if wasn't more than 3 times.
I can accept it within this range.
Three times will be enough.
But don't always weep endlessly. I will feel agitated.
Good. I will look for the right timing before I cry again.
Thank you very much.
Really, Thank you!
Leave now. And don't cry.
Okay.
Think of me as a psychiatric doctor.
Relax. Relax. Relax.
Is she pretty?
Yes.
How beautiful?
Extremely.
Compared to me. Well it doesn't need to be compared to me.
Compared to Kim Tae Hui is fine.
She can't be compared with anyone.
You need to judge fairly.
This cannot depend on your subjective consciousness.
This way I can figure out what kind of person I am dealing with.
Exactly what type of person is she?
Really, nobody can compare with her.
Looks like she really got to you.
Can doctors say such a thing?
Just pretend you didn't hear it.
Okay.
What attracted you the most?
When she cried on my shoulder.
Weren't you secretly in love?
Does that woman cry on any man's shoulder?
Does she feel like a burden but applies pressure,
and doesn't want to give up to others, that kind of type?
No, not that.
Most men can't bare to see a woman cry.
So you are moved. Is that so?
That wasn't it.
Do you still clearly remember that woman's face?
Yes.
Even after 10 years
you still clearly remember that woman's face?
Perhaps after 10 more years I can also do so.
It's an incurable disease.
There is no medical treatment at this time.
Can a doctor say it like that to a patient?
A doctor has the obligation to be straight forward with the patient so that he doesn't continue his delusion.
The air conditioner is on so high. Why is it still hot?
I'm going to the bathroom for a moment.
Walk carefully.
What will I do if I treat you as a woman?
Don't hit me. I really don't want to see you in pain.
Looks like when he drinks too much. He gets me confused with that woman.
10 years is still not enough. Still need another 10 years.
It really is an incurable disease.
What a joke.
What's wrong? It's not realistic?
As if realistic.
This kiddo
have you seen a person faint so prettily?
Is it too obvious?
I shouldn't have taken a day off.
You shouldn't go to the audition.
Maybe the people will be blind.
What's wrong? What's wrong?
Is it wrong to act prettily?
When on stage isn't this how they do it?
It may be hard to debut.
Why? What is?
Your acting is bad.
When the time comes you can get on the internet and read the comments.
Wasting all that energy.
As a family shouldn't you be praising me?
Because we are family we should tell you the truth.
I'm going to the bathroom and not coming out.
You do as you see fit.
Hey, I need to freshen up.
Hey, why are you being so noisy.
Today you're a bit late.
Yes.
Should I get you a drink?
There's no need.
Ju Yeong. Are you not feeling well?
No.
Suddenly I lost my voice.
But what will I do?
Yes?
Sister-in-law. Can you come out for a moment.
What's wrong?
It's late in the evening what is the matter?
Ju Young just came back.
She's acting a bit strange.
It seems she might not be well.
Our Ju Young's not feeling well?
My daughter, are you not feeling well?
I'm not feeling unwell.
Are you really not feeling unwell? It seems like you are. Let me see.
Seems to be bit hot. You don't want to catch the flu.
Mom.
Mmm. What's wrong?
What should I do if I come across a strong opponent?
What are you talking about?
What should I do if I can't win?
Say something I can understand.
Prosecutor Gong Hyeon Seok.
What's wrong? Bad match.
This is also the plan for our future life.
He is able to readily reject grandpa's offers.
How can I conquer him?
Have courage that you will be successful. So don't be afraid.
Magnanimously. Gently deal with him.
My daughter can accomplish this.
Who's daughter are you?
The clothes have this special characteristic.
Although it looks common.
But feels extremely fashionable.
Not everybody can pull of this style.
But it won't be a problem for the both of you.
You really know how to talk.
I will go try it on first to see if it is pretty.
I would also like to see a black one.
Okay, I understand.
If it's pretty please come again.
Okay. You've worked hard, oppa.
How can you deceive a customer?
They will surely come back to change or return the merchandise.
How did I deceive them?
The customer who bought the purple.
Her body shape is too big, improper for that set of clothes.
The customer in black
Shoulders too loose, simply is improper.
They were happy with their purchases.
And from what I saw, the style was good.
And that's why you have no eye for women.
Tomorrow I want to see you.
Wait and see.
They will definitely come back for a refund.
Then you should have said something earlier.
I, what could I say?
You three were chatting very warmly and friendly.
I should intrude on your good intentions, throw cold water on it.
Should I say your figure is too big.
Your shoulders are too loose. So it's an improper fit.
Next time I will be more careful and observe better.
This matter will not recur again.
You have done something wrong?
Yes?
I'm just thirsty only passing by.
Since you came. Drink a cup of fruit juice then go.
Good.
Heavens. Your hair is terrible.
Isn't this the main point.
Acting is also how one looks. At least my portrayal will look right
You thought being in a bathtub would enhance your image?
I'll come out with a lot of perspiration. Pitiful enough.
First you don't look pitiful. Collapsed and undressed what's to be done?
Eonni
Tomorrow morning I'll redo your hair.
Also don't know if using the hair dryer will do much good.
Eonni, is my acting really so bad?
Even if my first public performance will be considered the worst.
Then what's the big deal?
Looking at you trying your best, that is good enough.
If we strive our hardest and do properly that will be enough.
Right. Only doing your best will be enough.
Of the 4 of us you are most like mother.
Mom, her strength and courage was not ordinary.
She simply left people staring tongue-tied.
Really?
Quickly just sleep.
Tomorrow morning eyes bright.
Be careful don't let the other people make you act like a nine tail fox.
Finish eating the medicine again then you can go on.
You can eat it on an empty stomach.
I'll boil it well. It'll be hot in a moment for you to eat.
Heating it in the microwave will be enough.
I already said. To prepare medicinal herbs sincerity is the most important.
This with sugar is better. Inside your mouth will be very cool.
You have a seat.
You and father were in love
before getting married. What kind of love?
Are you asking how I ganged up on your father?
Don't mean that.
I'm asking what kind of feelings?
Mutually like each other?
I do not mean that.
In your eyes. The first time you felt that father was like a man.
From when?
I can be honest?
Mmm.
It was just like getting struck by lightning.
A colleague and I were getting off of work together at the same time.
Your father wanted to take me to eat, he was waiting for me in front of the office.
My colleague asked if he was my father or my uncle.
I just blurted out that I was interested in him.
Before that you didn't have these kinds of thoughts?
Before that I always felt that he was a good uncle.
He was my father's good friend. I felt a sense of security.
He was always extremely concerned about me. Helped me quite a lot.
You said it was the same as being struck by lightning.
Mmm. Love is just like that.
No predicting it. It just suddenly happens.
So just like suddenly being struck by lightning, there's no way to evade it.
That time you suddenly realized this is love.
After saying that, then I turned towards your father.
Felt especially excited.
That time was the first time I felt that your father was a man.
Really magical. Can really consciously know.
Do Hui don't tell me you haven't had a similar experience before.
You are 28 years old, wealthy and pretty.
At university there shouldn't have been a deficiency of male students chasing you.
I was busy occupied with learning. Been occupied with work.
Then while working.
Haven't you had a similar experience with a colleague?
While working with certain people you can get a good impression.
I have to go. Thank you for keeping me company.
Why are you suddenly curious about those kinds of feelings?
Nothing. Since I've opened a women's clothes shop.
I now can understand why women take the utmost care to dress up just for a man.
Never understood before.
That is of course.
I'd go see your father at the time.
Don't know how many clothes I tried on?
Like this. Looks like all women should be like this.
You also are a woman.
Correct.
I just felt that I still did not know enough, then I asked you.
Just sleep.
How come you're still not sleeping? Did you prepare some medicinal herbs for Do Hui?
I feel that Do Hui might be interested in Lawyer Lee.
What? Is that so? That is just right.
How did you know?
She starting talking to you about this topic.
Not really. She ask me.
When in my eyes I knew you were a man.
This fellow. Why ask you about it? Really very sorry.
Seems like when she went to college.
She didn't a bit experience having those feelings.
I asked about a colleague. What also was not said already?
You're sure it is Lawyer Lee. Your premonition is correct.
If it is a colleague. Then, Lawyer Lee isn't it.
She hides it well.
Not one bit have I ever seen it come out.
Wife, why do you have this expression?
Nothing. I just hope that it is not Lawyer Lee who comes here.
No love then, is that so?
First do not say whether or not the parents are satisfied.
Only they can sink into the river of love.
Then parents can only comply with their decisions.
Also. But very strange.
Do Hui is already an adult. She is very smart.
You just relax. It will all be fine.
You really are...
I'm really thinking of this illness, are you able to cure it.
Right. It's difficult to treat.
Was president in a previous lifetime a doctor,
so she thinks she can treat other people's illnesses?
She is concerned about me.
Love worries also have passed.
Wanted to give treatments for other people's first love.
Unexpectedly love so close hurts. Then should not mention this.
Just because of my first love I get tuberculosis.
Again it's 10 years never making contact with family members. Lone maritime sailor adrift at sea.
She in my eyes is an ordinary person.
As for me, I'm also thinking of giving treatments to her.
She again is thinking of cultivating you into a perfect person.
You are not a factory which produces items.
How come you always have to do things your own way?
Is it possible because I have more feelings?
President Na. You see what she is like.
Just because she is cold-hearted
that's why she is called Asura?
On the surface as a person she seems indifferent.
In her heart it's possibly softer.
Just the same as our Hyeon Seok.
Are you really all right.
In my opinion. You always seem shaken by President Na.
I have a first love, that person until now, I also have never forgotten.
That is my lie.
No. I really have.
Of the numerous lies.
Ajussi this should be regarded as the best.
Really?
Mmm. In my heart it's very comfortable. President will be able to think this about me.
From what I see this really is very dangerous Jun Su.
I'm afraid President will eventually be treated the same way as your siblings.
That's because I betrayed my siblings.
If they really are my whole life then
I shouldn't have become a murderer.
So don't worry about me.
Because I will not give up my life for anyone.
Juest like being struck by lightning.
Is that so? I have had a similar experience.
Nobody will know you are crying.
Because your tears will look like rain.
Get yourself together Na Do Hui.
You too have never experienced this kind of feeling.
In this area you are at the kindergarten level.
That's correct. That's what it is.
Are you not eating breakfast?
Don't bother with her. She's trying to look the part so she's not eating.
How does not eating breakfast make you look like a patient?
Yesterday she soaked herself in the bathtub for 4 hours.
It wasn't easy to put her to sleep.
Why?
Thinks heavier perspiration makes her seem weaker.
This kiddo can really hold on.
We all have a fierce heart according to mother.
But among us she is the most fierce.
I'll have to take her to the audition.
There's no other way. We'll have to let her do what she wants.
Otherwise she won't let it go.
Good I'm confused. I seem to really have the illness.
You must definitely pass the audition.
Our Na Ri, fighting.
You're in good condition, right?
Finish the preparations. Ready to shoot the artillery shell. Enter into count down.
Why aren't you eating? Are you sure you haven't caught the flu?
I haven't.
Then how come you're not eating your meal?
You've been this way since you returned yesterday.
Are you sure you're not feeling well?
I'm fine. Please continue to eat.
Mother aren't you too tired, is the shoulder still sore, does it hurt?
Yesterday you gave me a good massage. Thank you.
Oh, it's me. Don't forget we're meeting at the gallery this afternoon.
Why are you sad again? I'll come over.
I'll go buy the food Ju Young loves and come over.
See you in a bit.
Who is our Ju Yeong?
Your future wife.
I don't recognize her name. Where did this this wife come from?
Don't be so disappointed. There will be more opportunities.
I'm not disappointed. Because I've done my best.
But I'm afraid.
Although I've tried my best, my ability seems limited.
I've also felt like this before.
While preparing for the Judicial exams.
Thinking of all the effort I put into studying
what if I don't pass?
That can't be true. You don't need to lie to comfort me.
Thereupon I just thought. I am a peasant.
I was like a farmer putting in effort to pull up weeds, irrigate the fields. I knew I had tried my best.
So whether it be wind or rain it would not be my fault.
Are you telling the truth? You have also felt uneasy before?
Of course. Am I not human?
Yeah.
If I'm not human, what am I?
Studying machine.
Not long ago you always were like the trial's madman prosecutor.
This kiddo, your brother is also human.
Yesterday I sent you a text message too late. You must not have seen it.
Do you have time today?
What time?
Lawyer Lee. Do you have nothing to tell me?
I don't.
You better be honest from the start, then I will be more lenient.
What do you mean by that?
How far have you and Do Hui progressed?
My wife and I can see the change.
Do Hui has opened up.
Isn't it because of you?
Have the results come out?
I think I won't be chosen. But it's okay.
It's not the end of the world.
There will be other opportunities later on.
Wow. Our Na Ri has changed.
Oppa is a coward.
Our Na Ri is really brave.
How can a coward kill... Ah sorry!
You asked how I could kill?
That is considered really cowardly behavior.
Because I can't fight and win.
So I didn't think twice before taking his life.
That's how cowards are.
I understand. Go back to work oppa.
I should have thought before speaking. What should I do?
What should I do Na Ri?
Seems like I must become a coward again.
Looks like you were angry with me since I never talk while eating.
At the last meal I spoke several sentences.
But you didn't said a word.
You were very disturbed by this?
I've already honestly revealed my feelings.
You have yet to accept.
Do you have these kind of feelings for me?
That strange feeling of being struck by lightning?
Do I need to have that feeling?
Someone told me that to have such a feeling is love.
I don't have that kind of feelings.
To me love is something entering the heart.
Looks like it's not that.
What do you mean?
For me, you have not stirred me in either way.
I already know the feeling of being struck by lightning.
I also know what it feels like to not be able to stop it from entering the heart.
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I love you Jin Ju.
From now on we must stay far away from each other.
It'll disappear slowly or maybe very quickly.
I recognize that person.
In a sea of people, I understand, it's him.
Ajussi. Looks like I must become a bad person.
From this moment the game will start.